It is getting dark. I have been 87 years dealing with the pain; the pain of desertion, disillusionment and dishonesty. Life has had plenty of joy and love and more, but in the end the pain was always there.
Now the pain is nearly gone. I dream and in dreams all is good. My daughters are always with me. My granddaughter is here, too. Good family like my father and mother are stroking my head. Monika has made these days as pain free as anyone could ask.
Now my joy is in the next breath. We all know that even that will stop. I don't know what's next, but if possible, I'll save you a nice place at the table.
I am an online friend of Chuck's - I helped him with some of his writing for his first book. I was very touched by this blog entry and the one that followed. You have a very realistic outlook on life and it is very heartening.
ReplyDeletePlease know that I am praying for you and your family.